My ishkii

I guess .. yesterday night .. i said u abt my dream before coming to Delhi 😅 ” a girl with same mindset, understanding eachother, hv mutual goals , live with her with respect and happiness together, clear the exam together, get posting together 💯❣️” but i dint hv a idea of marriage nd love tat tym ..🙁🙁 But nthg happened 🥺

When u came into my life babu .. everything changed .. watever i do along with u gave me loads of happiness which can’t be compared with anything else till now i hv seen in my life babu .. seriously 😔😔 idk whether u believe r not .. i felt like I’m the happiest man alive on world 🌍 ..but nthg lasts na .. for 3 months God gave me each nd every happiness..next year’s he snatched everything from me except my family nd myself but took the happiness 😔😔💯..

Wen i was saying abt that dream .. you thought I’m testing u 😂 …ech nd everything i spoke from my heart ..even abt livin .. 💔💔💔 ..

babu thn morning i felt like watever i speak it’s going wrng ..nd i felt like u need some distance from me so tat u live ur life peacefully ❤️ nd happily 🥺.. “” even wen i said .. babu .. u r trying to stay away from me babu but ur heart is not allowing u to do “” nd u replied with 😔😔😔😔 this ..

I knw .. u r struggling alot to decide between both and the people around you is also against us .. u can’t come out of group nd u r afraid to be left alone.. i knw how difficult it is but being alone is really great babu .. u need to learn being alone also .. none of them going to come with u wen u leave Delhi .. u too knw tat 😔😔😔 “” but i knw if no problem happened and everyone supported us , even if he is in Delhi , u would HV left him babu .. seriously “”” … Tat much u loved me but but but sometimes I get feelings whether aravind anna words are true r wat like “” she is loving u only becoz we r with you , she needs the group more than you , if we leave she will also leave u “” 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💔💔💔💔💔💔 same happened now .. idk wat to belive babu 😭😭😭😭😭😭

For speaking with you abt this i called in afternoon but u were with him .. i dint knw 😔 u spoke rudely 💔 nd i came to knw some thing happened.. so only i called again and asked sorry to him 😢😭 i can’t allow u both to be get separated becoz of me .. so only i asked sorry and i need tym to chnge , im not in Delhi also like tat .. 😭😭 idk to whom all again i need bend down for being with u babu 😢😢🥺… Idk seriously.. i will do anything for u but If I do it , it doesn’t gives me back anything babu 💔😭 even u dint want me nd not sure of me 🥺🥺🥺 .. wat should I do babu….😭😭

So as i said u in chat .. This won’t happen again ..i think it’s better not to be in touch with u unless u need me in ur life .. i decided fully to stay away from ur life babu .. seeing u from distance and being happy..

Take of urself Mera bachaaa 🤗❤️ be happy and if any help don’t hesitate to call me 💯 always there for you 🙂